Monday, 13 April 2009

• it's amazing how human can be bulit with hearts but a person can come along and just vandlize that motor.

  I NEED YOUR HELP!

   

  i've been thinking, it's harder to get over someone when they pretty much surround you. i feel him everywhere it's so strange. like i try to avoid him, or i try not to talk to him...but he always looks at me or he trys to get close with me. the other day for example, i was sitting down adn his little sister sits down next to me and we start chatting we finish talking and i turn to say something to someone else. next thing i know he's sitting in her place and he's sitting fifteen times closer to me than she was. he's making me unable to think. he's looking at me with those eyes and it's scaring me becasue i'm not sure what to do. i think that people like me were just born to act dumb around boys. the moment he comes around i want nothing to do with him. i dont even want to talk to him, i dont want him touching me, i dont even want him looking at me. yet the moment he says something i'm just like dumb dumb dumb i dont know what to say back...i have nothing to say back. it's the hard part, he makes life alot more complicated, he makes me alot more complicated. i'm scared i dont know what about him that just gets me, but it's like a black hole and i'm so far in.  he tried to touch my hand tried to make me pay attention to him but i couldnt even look at his face for more than a second. i'm not sure why, i'm not sure whats going on but it's worrying but i like him. you know I NEED YOUR HELP! i dont even know if he potentially has feelings for me. i'm not sure if i should say something before he goes or after he leaves. i dont know about anyything. goodnight.

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