Tuesday, 28 April 2009

• nicknames

  i've gotten to this point where i give nicknames. your name of course is going to be mac. i wont tell you what your nickname is unless you ask but i just wanted that last piece of information. i guess you've figured out my joke or whatever i'm doing. you mirror me,i look past you you look at me but past me.you smile i frown. i talked to you last night. not about anything important. i actually thought i was over you. you know what gave me the clue that i wasent. i got exicted at the prospective that you would be talking to me in the next few hours. we only talke d for five mintues but i feel like i've ruined everything i've worked for with you. you make me laugh you make me smile. i think your just perfect but i dont know what to do. somehow i messed up gigantically and it's disguting that i cant undo mistakes. if i could i would undo the mistake of me saying all those things. they make me sound like a concited bitch and real as it is. i shouldnt be doing that. i already know that two moths after you leave i will regret my desicion but you will be on and into your new life and i hope you have a good time.  so forget, i probably wont but i want you to knw..i really honestly truly like you alot.

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